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Personal: Apologies

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I've been acting like a decided jerk, or creep, or turd, or all three, or more, for at least the last two years here on COTI.

I love Traveller as a game dynasty. When I GM any kind of futuristic/outer-space game today, I always call try to make people call it 'Traveller', no matter how deranged that might be.

I love the 'Third Imperium' or 'Known Space' or whatever setting it is we're always hissing about/against.

I don't love, but have long enjoyed, and exploited and orbited around, the wide Traveller fandom -- both online and in person.

I'm overwhelmed, or beaten down by, or numbed by, the drive to turn every bit of Traveller-related ideation into a commodity. Wanna imagine and play? -- Kickstarter! That's what drags me down now.

My cruddy behavior here -- I sincerely do apologize for it. If it had any grounds, outside of my transcendental mental decisions, they weren't based on bacterial players or fans, nor on fungal publishers or writers; at most, it fed off the unspeakable lichen of the two. OF WHICH MY BRAIN MADE A TASTY ABOMINATION!

Gonna go make a bunch of rabbit pies now. Amazing the things you can do WITHOUT a Suleiman-class Scout/Courier galley...
 
The only way to move forward is to recognize an undesired behavior and move forward, not doing it anymore.

Good for you! Enjoy your rabbit pies! I've had my share of crow...

Shalom,
Maksim-Smelchak.
 
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